pain

jan.11,2007

-pain-

i cry a lot but nobody sees my tears

i bleed a lot but nobody sees my blood flow

i love being alone cos nobody cares

i feel all the thigs i do for no one feels it

i am so deeply cut into peices knowing this is what i am

tryig to be the on that someday someone would take and love

all this freaking times i have messed up

people always say i am bad

i am bad for i only do lot of screw thigs

they just see the mistakes i do

th mess that everytim i try to stay away from it

i just feel it

the pain that deeply cut me into peices

the pain that grew larger as i grow

when will i just be me?

i dont have the fault of beig like this

i am just me

it just makes a lot harder that people see me as screwed life

i am just me tryig to show the me in my way

not their way NO PRETENTIONS..

if only they would listen.

pain still remains...